 blah blah blah 2007-08-26 - 4:10 p.m. Should I be sitting here typing away, in an online diary? No. Definitely not. Alas that's what I feel like doing. I'm prone to doing things because I feel like it. I guess it's good that I don't ever seem to feel like doing illegal things. In an ideal world I would be happily married to the love of my life and own a dog. I would work at a school within walking distance to work, and I would be able to rent a car for those long weekends away from the city. Anyone who knows me, realizes the world is not ideal. Really, everyone knows the ideal world doesn't really exist, or we'd just say, the world. Instead, I'm living in a great apartment, solo. I work at school a short commute from said apartment, and I visit my parents' dog..sometimes. As for the love of my life...hasn't appeared...or stuck around, at any rate. I make an honest effort not to be bogged down by this but, it is just so hard. I don't think I'll ever entirely stop caring. I want to be in love. I don't think there is really anything wrong with that. I have gone to great lengths to stop looking, with moderate success. This is good news :d This is the end. ~Pash |