 holding my own 2005-02-21 - 4:38 p.m. Update? OK will do. Life is life...busy and not...I'm still breathing. So why am I updating? Well...I got some homework done, so I feel like I can play around for a bit. On the school front, I'm terrified. I can't even talk about careers. On the love front, I'm definitely over Trish, although I don't think I'm over the overly optimistic ideal, "the way things used to be, when they were still good" -but I recognize that we aren't right for each other and we definitely shouldn't be together, that's something, right? I was seeing this girl, but she's young and new to the "community" and coming out and dating all in one weekend turned out to be too much for her. Which I guess I completely understood....but I started thinking about it from a different point of view, obviously some people can handle it, b/c that's how they get into relationships, they realize they are attracted, and they just go for it. So you'd think that if you know, it'd be ok to start dating someone, but I guess that isn't a universal truth. It matters not. I like her, I respect her, and if she's not ready, me telling her that I don't quite understand it, or pushing her to be more ready isn't doing anyone any favours. We will be friends, and it will be fine. There is this other girl...but more on that, when there is more to tell. Ciao, Pash |